Tender Loving Care

Father, I’m exhausted! I’m frustrated! This is my very first time that I felt so stress to be in a group. Problems are with me. I can’t stand and am not in the position to judge or pin-point at anyone, except me, myself. I certainly know and understand well that everyone has their own ways of doing things, so do I. I’ve always tried to accept differences among friends. I want us to be harmonious, not fighting about what should be done. Simple principle, but, different views and mentality. I can say that i understand better than anyone, when someone talks in a different language with expressions and tones of trying to hide something from you. I do sometimes in my mother tongue with my friends. And father, You showed me that it was not a good behavior through one particular incidence. I’m sorry Father for thinking over the boundaries or beyond what I can understand. I’m really sorry. I want to admit my wrongs. I will change and accept if they told me what’s wrong. None. Nothing. Worse, s...

What a topic for me to write about, isn't it? lol... I'm sure most of us know what constipation means, and i simply would like to put it as: visit to toilet without "doing big business", only "small business". What i would like to share this time is that: why we can become constipate at times? and what can we do when it happens? Last Friday, we were evacuated to Solo due to volcanic ashes covering Jogja and mount Merapi eruption and unpredictable activity. We spend 3 days there, and was flown home on Sunday evening. Till that point, i can only remembered that my last visit to the toilet was Friday morning. 2 days no "big business"! oh my... My reasons for not being able to pass motion: 1. The toilet is not mine! It simply means that i'm not comfortable to use the toilet. It's just a psychological thing actually... 2. I'm not in the mood la... Not in the mood? lol... yet another psychological reason... imagine yourself being evacua...