Simple? Or complicated?


3 months in my clinical rotation and I already felt and learned a lot of lessons from it. Frankly, the one thing I hate most about this life is gossip. I really hate it. Second thing that I can’t stand at all is the double faces of people I see and met every now and then. But please get it right, I’m talking about colleagues, spare the patients.
These two things get me to evaluate myself in the very first place. Am I gossiping around? Am I the double faced person around others?
I tried and am trying to further myself from all these. I’m trying to learn more from my patients and books. I’m trying to not be influenced by what others do and do what is best for me. Hmmph,  sounds selfish. Ok, maybe what I think and feel is best for all. I’m trying not to hurt people with my words. To help instead. To love despise the differences.
Life is a lesson and I’m learning… =)

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