Jealousy

As old as i am, I've never felt jealous of someone i care. 
Jealous of things people have yes, but it goes away seconds after that. This time it's not. Sighhhhhhhh...

The person i always share my thoughts and feelings heard me and just can't stop laughing and said: you also will have this day... =_=
You're really the worm in my stomach (you know who you are)

Anyway, my left brain is superb clear that jealousy isn't healthy for me, but my right brain just let the emotion takes over me. Sighhhhhh.... (Again) 

Time's flying, and this time, it strikes me more and more that it is flying...

I don't want to loose anything precious in my life. 
I want to treasure everything i have, that God has given me.


(Taken from Crosswalk.com) 

Suddenly remember this: if God ask me to go, be ready to change my plans. =)


Ps: will my emotion resume to normal cheerful me after sleeping? :) prayer is my best companion, as He's watching over me... :)

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