Tender Loving Care

Huh, there i go... i finished my theory year on 14th Feb 2012! What comes next is resultssss.... scare scare a bit... anyway, after my exam, i left for a conference in jakarta on 16th to 18th, and atteded a senior wedding on the 18th night in KL. Finally, i'm home! Happy! Back to my point, just wanna wish all my friends all the best in everything you do! No matter how we did for our OSCE Compre, we managed to finish our theory years! The new challenge is waiting ahead. Clinical rotations will not entangle us but will be the steeping stone in our journey. I'll not be afraid but to talk a bold step in life. Love you all!

Finally! Thank God! I finish my skripsi (or graduating paper) exam!!! And guess what? I got an A! Hehe! (everyone also get A basically, lol...) I've spend a lot of time, and also money on this particular graduating paper. Just for your info, the title is : "The Pattern of Antibiotics Resistance of Bacterial Corneal Ulcers in Two hospital in Yogyakarta." And my sample size is only 11 patients (sound pathetic, but it consumes a lot of analysis though simple...) Followed it long time ago, but left it untouched for a long time as well. Hence, when i continue, i found it time consuming and worse, little time is left! But, still, I managed to do it! Everything is done and finished! YEAH!!! Here, I would like to specially thank my doctors who guide and help me throughout this study. Dr Jarir, Prof Suhardjo, and Dr Hartono, thank you so much! =) i would always remember you all with your different characters! hehe! Not to forget, to my friends, especially to Hema, Aminda, Lailai, ...

Was worried, but had the peace in me. Was blurred, but had the guidance. Was scared, but had the courage. We can be worrying, scare, and plan a lot of things in our lives, and when timing is not right, we can't make a firm decision. Above all these, there is someone greater who always oversees everything in our lives. He is God, Jesus Christ. He plans. He guides. He is peace. He is joy. Whenever i (or you) feel worry about something, don't worry! Because He is never late! ps: I'm going home soon! and exams will be tests for me to grow and test myself, not some scary hindrance blocks! =)

Now, a new year has begin. You can hear people asking, perhaps not all, about your new year resolutions. So, what is my new year resolution? I wonder... I think at this point the thing that i concern the most is my studies. Not more than that. O, not forget, my family here in Jogja, which i really love and hold on dearly: Daniel Cell Group. Let's start with my studies. Currently last semester before koas (co-assistant)/ clinical years, i have to settle my results, finish my thesis, and go through OSCE Compre. with only 1 month left, i pray and SHOULD work hard to go through all these. Thanks to friends around, thanks to doctors, and most important, my family, who are always there for me. I know i can do it because of you all. I know He is with me all the time. As for cg, i am confused. though i know that everyone has different opinions and point of views, i just can't help to assert mine and keep holding to what i think is the best. As one of the cell group leader, i felt it...

Let me take you back to 6 months ago... =) After such a long time of planning to visit this beautiful, isolated and untouched island – Karimunjawa, I finally got the chance to step my feet onto its land and into its water. This trip took my friends and I around 4 hours car ride from Yogyakarta to Jepara, the Kartini Harbour (left at 12midnight, and reached there around 4am), then another 6 hours of journey by ferry (from 9am till 3pm) just to reach the island. I was so excited about the journey, especially when I was on the ferry. Guess what? I got seasick!!! I was feeling a bit hungry, ate some instant noodles, and felt like vomiting. Bad move! Luckily, nothing came out and I resume back to normal. The secret? Sleep and sleep! Lol! Took quite a few photos while I was on the ferry. Reaching the island was already an achievement for me. Hehe! Met the agent, and we were brought to our homestay nearby the harbour. According to our schedule, the activities start the next day, so, basically...

看着我的facebook里的朋友有一千多人，那又如何？ 我真的不喜欢一个人吃饭。 一个人看戏。 一个人傻笑。 一个人听歌。 一个人发呆。 一个人走路。 一个人一切一切。。。 虽然有时候还是有需要一个人静一静。。。 我还是很享受的。。。 但是如果找不到任何伴的时候是真的很伤心的。。。 该提醒自己，别把快乐的钥匙寄托于他人，得把那把钥匙放进自己的裤袋里。 不管如何， 甄， 你一定要快了哦！

thanks for raising me... thanks for giving me... thanks for caring me... thanks for accepting me... thanks for understanding me.. thanks for trusting me... thanks for loving me... thanks for forgiving me... thanks... the everlasting thanks... daddy, mommy, i love you a lot! Honor your father and mother. Ephesians 6:2